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luanlegacy:

B.Scott was my role model back in high school! He talked so much sense into me.

(via xtinalacson)

Too lazy…

to study :(

Happy Mother’s Day to the love of my life, my Mom! (Taken with instagram)

I posted a picture of me and my friend and captioned it “nostalgia”. I’ve learned that that wasn’t nostalgia… This is…

I’ve never really understood that statement before until now. I was in up and down relationship for 5 and 1/2 years with my first serious boyfriend. Times were crazy; good times, bad times, everything. I’ve experienced it all. I’m sure I’ve made him feel like I didn’t care and I’ve felt the same way. I’m sure I’ve made him feel like I didn’t want him and I’ve felt the same way. But if there’s anything that I could have back in my life, it would be him. People may say I’m crazy but there’s nothing like having someone who knows you better than anyone else.

Life is about learning and experiencing hard times. Life is about knowing what not to do and how to approach certain situations soo the best outcomes turnout. I can say that I’ve learned about myself and him but there’s noo way for him to know that.

I’m a selfish person to him. I’m a joke to him. I’m probably every bad thing to him. I just wish I could prove him otherwise…

If there’s anything I could do to turn back time, I would. I don’t want to be where I am now. My life isn’t what I want it to be.

For the past 5-6 years, I’ve been with someone who could give me the whole world but they’re not here anymore… he wants nothing to do with me and it kills me to think that someone I love doesn’t want to be apart of my life.

I’d give up anything for him to realize that I want him in my life…